BubbaSki

Life moves on while I fall to the ground Falling fast, falling alone It's far too late to pick myself up It's far too late to ask for help I'm losing... Losing everything, losing everyone Losing myself... I've lost everything Yet now I have gained everything I'm no longer where I was But I'm where I've always been I've found myself again I'm everything I wanted I've reached the end I've finally awakened Everything is falling into place Everything is coming together The pieces of the puzzle have fallen And we're stuck together You have created this masterpiece You are the only piece that was missing in the puzzle You compl

I sit back and try to smile, So they will not know. I hide my eyes and pretend to sleep, So the tears don't show. I used to say I had no soul, Now I wish that it was so. This sadness is a dark tunnel, The light of hope doesn't glow. I always thought deep in my mind, That this sadness would not grow. Now I find I've lost my love, And this sadness may never go.

As I sit here alone in sadness I can hear nature pouring Sadness onto the world. The clouds are always overhead, Looking at me in tears, Never giving me hope. Nature seems to know my pain, For it weeps uncontrollably. This sadness is forever. An emotion as harmful as physical pain, Brought by nature, brought by friendship. Nothing can stop it, nothing is without it.

You were gone and I could not Wait to see you again. Now you are right in front of me, But I am missing you again. I see you, and know We may never touch again. I see our hands, and know They may never hold again. I see your lips, and know They may never tell me those three words again. I know all of this is true, But I hope we can be friends again.

All I feel is my heart beating, This vicious cycle keeps repeating. All I hear is my breath, I only fear accepting death. There is not much that I know, Except that I must go on with the show. As long as I keep on rocking, I know on heaven's doors I won't be knocking. I guess that means I just need to rock on.

As I lay here in my bed, Millions of thoughts run through my head. What is this life that I am in, And what always leads us to sin? What makes people want to kill, And why do people always need a pill? Why am I here, And why isn't this life very clear? Death is always around, So we all jump at the slightest of sound. There must be a better way to live, I can't help it that I can't always forgive. Why does everything always go wrong, And why is it that I'm fascinated by song? Life is full of twists and turns, Never stop or you have to deal with your burns.

Time as cold as death, Say a word and see your breath. Everything must rearrange, Everything, even people change. Cold and quiet as a mouse, Sit alone inside your cold house. Always fearing what may preside, Always knowing of the death outside. Happiness it seems won't return again, Happiness your one and only friend.

In my life I've come to a crossroads. It's a choice I know I have to make on my own. Should I listen to my mind and live for the future? Or listen to my heart and live for today? Lose my heart and life without emotions? Or lose my mind and live in insanity? If I lose my emotions I will lose my writing that I love. If I lose my mind I will go back to being my original self. I know I must make up my mind soon, Or I won't have a present or a future. I wish I could have help with this, But no one can do this. This is my puzzle to figure out alone.

I searched for my soul for such a long time, I just wanted to know what it felt like to feel. Now that I've found my soul, There are so many questions I'd never thought of. Why do we feel pain, And why do we try so hard to be accepted? Why are we here, And why can't we know any of these answers? It appears my soul won't leave me now, And I'm starting to regret searching for it in the first place.

I am going through a lot and I wish my life was like a game, These emotions continue and I am the only one to blame. These battles never stop and it seems neither side will win, Everything is happening and no one shall see because it is all within. I have made a decision, but I don't know if my mind will allow it, My mind and heart always continue to fight and I don't like it one bit. My heart tries to be in control, but it is still yet a child, My mind has seen so much more and has become wild. I want to live as I have been for a short while, I liked being happy enough to be able to actually smile. My mind wishs to destroy all of t